To clear the air...

If your not happy..
why don't you say so,
If you loathe me
tell me...

Why are the eyes
of placid,
so bitterly displayed?

If it's you that requires
change...
explanation of protesting
are thou...

Where you became lost,
I have become betrayed..
falsely gathered are
the lies that stay.

Amongst the webs
you've weaved today,
will never satisfy
your game of play.

Growing old...

I waited until the lights
went low
the candle flame
represented my glow
it was not all of me
I wanted thee to see...

In spite of what your
eyes perceive,
gravity has set me free..

You love me from remembrance
how things use to be
for in your mind
I'll always be
the desire of your dreams.

I meant to say....

If I were accustom
to this acknowledgement
would I not shine and gleam
with utter joy?

If I were accustom
to this display of affection
would I not share
and return to another?

If I were to retire
for evening gathered,
would I not rest
without regrets?

If this was known
to be of common
neither you nor I,
would struggle
to comply.

Thank you!

Hi everyone!

I have to say thank you
to my readers. You have no idea what it
means to me that your here.
Especially when you communicate
with me by leaving comments.

My heart lights up with joy,
when I see that someone has
written something for me.
Yes, something so simple can change
someones whole day!
It makes me feel like I'm connecting
with you. It makes me feel like my blog
is worth the effort.

I'm touched by people's comments.
Their feedback as you will.
I never take anything for granted.
Your all very special to me.
Though I don't know you personally,
when you leave a comment, your the one
person that stands out in the crowd!
Your the one person who took the time.
Your the one person who starts a community
of friends.
Thank you so much, I'm glad your here.
bessye

Easter 2009

Hello everyone! Happy Easter!

This use to be one of my favorite
Holidays as a kid. How much fun
we use to have going on Easter egg hunts.
I hope lots of you will be doing the
same for your kids or friends kids etc.
It's something they never forget!
It's so worth it.

I'm wishing all my readers a
Wonderful Happy Easter to all!
As usual, I will be thinking of all of you.
Hoping that your with friends and family.

I think some of you have given up on me.
Rightfully so I guess...I haven't been updating on a
daily basis as I use to do.
I can only hope that I gain your respect
and patronage back again.
Life's been crazy for me, health and otherwise...
Had a few scares...hope to see you back again.
It's a brand new day!

My love, my life...

What is that I have to say
that reassures the time is in tune,
it regards your heart
the safety that it plays,
the stakes in which
you risked it all,

What is it that my words must say
that will comfort you
along the way.
Will your sleep portray
my willingness to stay?

What if I'm here day to day
beside you all the way,
would you count on me
to never leave?

What if all there is to say
is she wears the same as me,
she takes sugar in her tea,
she wears her hair down
when she's loving me...
she fiddles with her button sleeve,
and walks away when we disagree..

Perhaps that's all you need of me.

Spring

Blooms of love
of life
of passion..
soaking in
the suns
warmth
and
Violet rays..
Toasting to
an array
that's here
to stay..
Brilliant !
are the eyes
which gaze
adorn the
sequences
on display.

The way you sing to me

How beautiful you are
before my eyes
I envision exquisite
so seldom found beyond my reach

I have lived beyond
expectations bestowed
upon me

Now without words
capacity of love has rendered

Il Divo

Hi everyone!
How are you guys?
I've been letting you down,
but not intentionally. My work
has not allowed me to venture
out much lately.
The bills aren't going down yet,
nor is the money going up.
So, that's where my attention
has been.
I've missed my blog and you guys!
Even though you don't always leave
any comments to say hi etc., I know that
your there. Why else would I come back.
All of you make my blog go round!

On the lighter side of things...
Have you all seen the new videos of Il Divo?
I just love those guys! Now that's music!
What about you guys? you can check them out
on the sidebar. Enjoy!
I'll be back!

Hi everyone!

Today I would like to talk about the
teenage suicides going on. This
"sexting" stuff. That poor young girl
recently that took her life. She was beautiful
and vibrant! How many others? This is how
you young boys demeanor young women?
Does it make you feel like a man?
You don't know what it means to be a man?
For those of you who involve yourself in this
practice, don't deserve the title "man".

I'm willing to bet that those of you shamelessly
running around after being part in this practice
of belittling your ex-girlfriends over breaking up.
Don't even feel any remorse about it.
Let's get naked pictures of you out there on the net
and see how "big" of a man you are then...

And for those girls who tormented the girls that
committed suicide, what is your problem?
Are you in now with the football team? Are you
the "popular" girls around town? What if it was you?
Whomever was involved in that harassing, your worse
than the boys involved.
Don't think "your" pictures aren't going to show up soon.
You guys are way too young, and don't even understand
the first thing about the consequences of being a man
or a women. It's not just a title, it's a right. You have to earn it.
What happens in life "follows" you around...it doesn't
magically disappear as you get older.

I'm not sorry for my bluntness here, but it makes me so
angry about the whole thing. Nobody wants to hear about
anyone young taking their life before they've had a chance
to live it. I don't want it to happen to any of you as well
that share in these practices. Let's stop it!
Your all important! You all have something to offer!
Learn from this major mistake. Why keep letting
it repeat itself, until perhaps one day it happens to you...
I would still feel just as heart broken for you, that
I feel for these poor young girls.

Arrival of Spring

Metamorphosis taking place
seasons changing
altering with grace

Life continues
with it's mystical state
entering stronger
than ever before

Bearing it's fruits
of your labor endured
sunshine and warmth
springs forward
adorn.

Catching up with everyone

Hello everyone!
Let's hope that spring will be springing
soon..
The snow is melting slowly.
I can't wait for the warmer weather.
I am already planning for my spring
tasks. How I am going to create my garden
this year. I want lots of color.
Of course I am going to have my
vegetable garden again this year.
Bigger and better!
What about all of you?
Does anyone have any ideas to be
creative this year with their gardens?
please share...
I'm in the process of trying to be creative with
my "blog" as well.
not working so far, (lol) but hang in there!
you know me, once I get on a role...
I'm out of control! thanks people for hanging
in there with me. I know it's not easy..
But you've been faithful and loyal
by continuing to return back.
I am much appreciative!

Hello everyone!

How are you today? I know it's been awhile.
I'm working on new ways to update my blog.
Stay tuned for changes. Changes are good!

Today, I would like to share with you something of interest.
A very dear friend of mine recently sent me an email
which I hope he doesn't mine me sharing...
about the new camera technology.
The link below is of a photo taken at the 2009
Inauguration, in which you can see "In Focus"
the face of each individual in the crowd.
You can scan, double click and zoom to any section
of the crowd...wait a few seconds...and the focus adjusts.
Try double clicking a few times til you see the faces clearly.
But give it the few seconds to focus between clicks.

The photo was taken with a robotic camera at
1,474 megapixel. (295 times the standard 5
megapixel camera).
As my friend pointed out; makes you wonder who's watching
when you least expect it...

http://gigapan.org/viewGigapanFullscreen.php?auth=033ef14483ee899496648c2b4b06233c

Do we really believe that we all have privacy anymore?
and we usually just worry about exposing our SS# hah!

Dancing the night away...

Old times never fade
the laughter stays the same
together again
my memories stem
from past to present
all that is precious...

The moments that
we share
glances or the stares
remind us
life is here..

We're aging
and hearts are clear
that our time is so sincere
when parting brings a tear
the memories we shall share.

For K.M and J.D.
thanks for the weekend!
from all of us...

Happy Valentines Day

Hello my friends!
How are you this fine
Valentine's Day?
Hearts can be shared
and given in many ways.
Don't feel alone on this
given day.

As always, my thoughts
go out to my readers and followers
of my blog.
You are what keeps me coming back.

It's never good for anyone
to be alone.
But your in my thoughts
on this Valentine's day.
So when your
sitting by the tube,
thinking no one cares,
know that there's
always someone out there
keeping you in their prayers.
Happy Valentine's Day!